by Anna Hers | Jan 9, 2026 | Anxiety, Mindfulness, Neurodiversity, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Trauma
We’ve all heard it – mindfulness is a mental health powerhouse. It can ease anxiety, depression, stress, and help us stay present.
But what happens if you sit down, relax your body and close your eyes, and instead of feeling amazing it feels… terrible?
It’s not your imagination. For some people, mindfulness can feel like it turns up the discomfort and chaos, instead of turning it down. You’re not doing it wrong—mindfulness can feel difficult for many people, and that’s okay. There are ways around this! Let’s talk about it.
Why Does Mindfulness Feel Worse for Me?
Some people are more likely to feel uncomfortable while trying mindfulness, at least at first.
If you:
- Have a history of trauma
- Grew up with chronic stress
- Have anxiety sensations that you usually try to avoid
- Have strong self-criticism or perfectionism
- Are neurodiverse or have sensory sensitivities
- OR have a condition like anxiety, depression, PTSD or OCD…
… then you might find that these things can pop up extra loud when you try to slow down.
For many people with these experiences, silence and stillness can feel instinctively unsafe. By sitting down and closing your eyes, your nervous system may be anticipating all sorts of threats. So why does this happen?
Why Does Slowing Down Feel Threatening?
Mindfulness uses something called interoception, which is the practice of noticing the sensations in our bodies and thoughts in our minds.
If you grew up with chaos or frequent threats, your brain may have learned to expect danger—even during calm moments. Over time, your baseline body sensations can become linked with a sense of threat, so paying closer attention to them now can sometimes trigger avoidance or panic.
Or if you struggle with negative or obsessive thinking, trying to observe your thoughts without any guidance might be a bit like standing in the middle of a mental hurricane, all while you’re supposed to be sitting still in peaceful bliss. “Well this is horrible,” you might be thinking.
People with neurodiverse brains can especially find long periods of stillness or focusing on the body difficult, even dysregulating. If you have attention challenges you might feel bored, restless, or frustrated when sitting still. If you have sensory sensitivities, you can find the experience of bringing more attention to your internal experience overwhelming. Most neurodiverse people have nervous systems designed for movement or stimulation, and sitting still and focusing quietly can feel unnatural.
And for people with histories of trauma, PTSD or significant anxiety, trying mindfulness on your own might feel like shining a giant spotlight on all your distressing emotions without any safety rails. Noticing uncomfortable feelings can trigger your brain’s alarm system (the amygdala) before your thinking brain (the prefrontal cortex) has a chance to calm it. This hyperarousal is normal for people with trauma, PTSD, or severe anxiety, and isn’t your fault.
The good news? All of this can be managed with practice and a thoughtful approach.
Is Mindfulness Still Worth It?
With all these challenges in mind – is mindfulness still worth it?
The answer is yes, absolutely.
In fact, the people who notice these difficulties the most might be the ones who can gain the most from practicing mindfulness. Even if it feels challenging at first, with guidance and structure, mindfulness can help you develop more awareness, self-compassion, and resilience.
Not convinced yet? That’s fair. Here are the effects we can see with practicing more mindfulness over time:
- Cortisol lowers in the body over time, softening anxiety and stress symptoms.
- Communication improves between your brain’s emotion center and thinking center, helping you tolerate distressing feelings without becoming overwhelmed.
- Your attention, memory and cognitive flexibility improve.
- You can develop more tolerance for the feelings inside your body, helping your nervous system feel safer over time.
- You can learn to be more curious and compassionate with yourself, turning down the volume on rumination and self-criticism.
Ways to Adapt Mindfulness for Your Nervous System
Not sure how to start? Here’s how you can make some changes to your mindfulness practice to better support your nervous system.
Anxiety / Anxiety Disorders
Focusing on your body right away might not be the best fit, so let’s start focusing externally first. Notice something outside of yourself, whether it’s something to look at, a texture to feel, or a sound to listen to. If movement helps, you can stretch or rock your body, or gently shift your weight in a chair.
Try for just 30-60 seconds to avoid flooding your system. If any internal feelings pop up, practice noticing and labelling them without judgement, saying to yourself, “that’s my heartbeat, it will slow down soon”, “my breathing feels shallow right now, but it’ll return to normal”.
Inner Critic or Rumination
Try shorter sessions to take some of the pressure off. Practice observing and labelling what is happening inside you without engaging with it, telling yourself: “that’s a thought” or “that’s a feeling”. If you struggle to stay in the moment, practice self-compassion and say “it’s okay if my mind wanders, noticing that is what I’m practicing”. Celebrate every time you notice your mind wandering. Then, come back to the present moment.
Neurodiverse Brains
Mindfulness doesn’t have to be still. You can practice mindfulness while walking, stretching, doing yoga or even while you do chores. Try doing 30 – 60 second stints, multiple times a day, and focus on external factors like textures, sounds and things you see. Choose your own posture, focus and timing. If it’s hard to stay engaged, try guided exercises with changing stimuli to stay interested. The key is finding what feels sustainable and safe for you.
Trauma / PTSD
Keep your mindfulness sessions short to avoid flooding your nervous system, and start with focusing on external sights, textures, smells and sounds before bringing more awareness to your body. Whenever you’re ready, you can slowly start bringing more awareness to your internal environment, keeping it tolerable.
Help! It Feels Terrible!
If at any point you feel overwhelmed or distressed by your mindfulness exercises, it’s completely okay to stop and take a break, or try again another time. You can also try these things to help with that overwhelmed feeling:
- Find something very cold to hold, like an ice cube or cold pack from the freezer, or splash cold water on your face
- If your body feels tense, do 10 vigorous jumping jacks
- Try the 5-4-3-2-1 exercise: identify 5 things you can see, 4 things you feel, 3 things you hear, 2 things you smell, and 1 thing you taste
- While breathing, practice extra slow exhales
- Push your feet into the ground and notice how they feel
- Remind yourself that this feeling is temporary
- If you’ve tried these and still need a distraction, trying listening to music, reading, or doing a task until you’re feeling more relaxed.
There’s Always Help if You Need It
We hope this helps, and sheds some light on why mindfulness might feel extra challenging for you – at least at first – but also why it’s likely worth the effort in the long run.
If you’re not sure where to start and you’d like a safe and thoughtful plan for practicing, our team is here for you! Reach out to us today.
by Meg Neufeld | Aug 18, 2023 | Anxiety, Art, Creative Arts Programs, Creativity, Teens
They both are excellent tools to manage anxiety! In recent years, mindfulness has emerged as an effective strategy for children and adolescents dealing with conditions like ADHD, anxiety, autism spectrum disorders, depression, and stress. Coupled with the health benefits of art-making, mindfulness skills can be instrumental in managing anxious or negative thoughts for children and youth.
Mindful Art Making
A recent study from the University of Waterloo shows that just 10 minutes of mindfulness-based activity a day can reduce anxiety and prevent your mind from wandering. Mindful art making activities, especially those that require repetitive tasks (like knitting), with sensory elements (like clay), and reflective components (like journaling) work to calm the nervous system, and soothe symptoms of stress and irritability.
Focusing on the process rather than the product, and approaching the art-making experience with compassion and a non-judgmental attitude can be instrumental in managing anxious or negative thoughts. Supporting child and youth mental health using mindfulness-based art activities is a no brainer (pun fully intended).
If you’re interested, check out the study from Waterloo: www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2017/05/170501094325.htm
If you’d like your teen to learn how to do this, check out our Name It To Tame It group starting this September! Click here to learn more.
by Meg Neufeld | Jul 28, 2022 | Art, Chronic Pain, Connection, Creative Arts Programs, Creativity, Mental Health, Mindfulness Meditation, Pain, Self Care
Using Art and Mindfulness for Pain Control “Art gives a face to the ambiguity of chronic pain…it gives a visual expression to something that is often elusive.” – Dr. Steve Feinberg, American Chronic Pain Association It’s Not Easy Being...
by Andrew Neufeld | Jul 12, 2018 | Dialectical Behaviour Therapy, Mindfulness Meditation
One of the questions we get a lot is what are some of the specific Dialectical Behaviour Therapy (DBT) techniques that we teach clients? I think this is a great question and one that we can answer through some blog posts, so here’s the first one – I hope you like it!
Mindfulness is the at the core of dialectical behaviour therapy – it’s the foundation, if you will, that everything else is built upon. Mindfulness is the practice of being present in the moment, without judgement and without attachment to it. It sounds simple, but it is often very difficult for us to practice in our daily lives.
What are the goals of mindfulness, with respect to DBT, you might wonder? According to Dr. Marsha Linehan, the goals are threefold:
- Reduce suffering and increase happiness
- Increase control of your mind
- Experience reality as it is
The mindfulness skills learned through engaging in dialectical behaviour therapy help clients create their own mindfulness practice. A mindfulness practice involves incorporating different skills into a routine practice that is woven into our lives as a foundation for doing life. This can involve any or all of the skills, meditation, contemplation, and mindful movement.
There are three core mindfulness skills in dialectical behaviour therapy and I want to introduce one of my favourites because it’s one of the ones I’ve found most helpful: Wise Mind.
The Wild Mind
You won’t find this terminology in any DBT books, but it’s what I call the dance between the two extreme states of our minds: logic vs. emotion. In DBT terms, we’d call the two polar opposites Reasonable Mind and Emotion Mind.
Often, we tend toward one or the other especially when we’re under stress. Those of us who are more naturally prone to logic will rely on this part of our mind to make everything rational, logical, and pragmatic at the cost of ignoring emotional content. Others more naturally drawn to emotion will rely on this part of the mind to make everything about mood, feelings, and impulses to do or say things.
As you can probably tell, both of these approaches are likely to create problems because they focus on one area at the cost of ignoring the other. So, what’s the alternative?
The Wise Mind
The concept of Wise Mind within the framework of mindfulness involves combining the two minds, Reasonable Mind and Emotion Mind into a new framework – Wise Mind. Wise Mind balances the Reasonable Mind and Emotion Mind and allows us to follow a middle path.
Another description of Wise Mind is something we often call wisdom. In this case, it’s the wisdom within each of us that combines both our more rational, reasonable mind with the emotion-focused part to create a full picture. This focus allows us to see, and value both reason and emotion, bringing the left and right brains together as one.
I was just remarking to a client that someone once described wisdom to me this way:
“Knowledge is knowing that a tomato is a fruit. Wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad.”
Apparently, this quote came from Miles Kingston, a journalist and musician, and what I like is that it helps explain the difference between wisdom and knowledge. In our case, knowledge is what each of our minds is telling us – our reasonable and our emotion mind. Wisdom is knowing how to combine that information and knowing what to do with it – our Wise Mind.
How Can I Get Started Using Wise Mind?
Mindfulness takes practice, as does listening to Wise Mind. Here’s an example exercise that you can try right now to see if you can listen to your inner wisdom using Wise Mind. It’s taken from the Mindfulness Handouts in the DBT Skills Training Manual from Dr. Marsha Linehan:
Asking is this Wise mind?
Breathing in, ask yourself, “Is this (action, thought, plan, etc.) Wise Mind?”
- Breathing out, listen for the answer.
- Listen, but do not give yourself the answer. Do not tell yourself the answer; listen for it.
- Continue asking on each in-breath for some time. If no answer comes, try again another time.
This may not come naturally to you at first, in fact, it probably won’t. Repeat this exercise and see if you can allow yourself to enter a mindful space where you can notice what your Reasonable Mind and Emotion Mind are telling you, and then listen to your Wise Mind to see how you can trust your inner wisdom and operate out of an effective, mindful place in your decisions.
If you’d like help with this, we’re always happy to help! Please give us a call or contact us for options!
References
Linehan, M., M., (2014). DBT Training Manual. New York, NY: The Guilford Press.
Linehan, M. M. (2015). DBT® skills training handouts and worksheets (2nd ed.). New York, NY, US: Guilford Press.
by John Bablitz | Jan 17, 2018 | Anxiety, Mindfulness Meditation
My Love-Hate Relationship With Mindfulness… and why you should really, really consider practicing it
Mindfulness has been a buzzword in the health community of late. I’m hoping that after reading this, you’ll have a basic idea of what it is and why it helps.
Western culture is full of busy-ness – depression and anxiety are more common than they’ve ever been. Typically, I like to simplify depression and anxiety somewhat, down to past and future. Anxiety is the uneasiness and even fear of some future threat – generally, one that isn’t exactly easy to define. We might be really anxious about an upcoming presentation, but have a harder time nailing down where that comes from – perhaps it might come from baggage that we carry around from some intense public shame that we’ve felt in the past, and the risk of putting ourselves out there again heightens us to a degree that feels like it doesn’t even make sense (our bodies remember shame a lot more acutely than our minds do). Anxiety is often designed to warn us and protect us against the threat of more hurt like this.
Depression, often, is oriented in the reverse direction – maybe our past experiences have coloured our world in a way that joy is difficult to experience, and it’s hard to believe that we will experience anything different going forward. Depression tends to affect the innate and beautiful sense of curiosity and wonder that comes with being a human being (think of a young child you know interacting with the world around them).
Please understand that these are simplistic definitions, designed to give a basic idea of where mindfulness comes in. Often, depression and anxiety can keep our thoughts in the future or past, which is exhausting. Constant worry or feeling down can lead us to do a number of things that are very adaptive and reasonable in the moment (such as distracting ourselves from a painful experience), but they are exhausting in the long run. Mindfulness brings us to the present. It gives our brain a short break from the constant worry and just brings us into right…now. Young children (for example) are generally really good at being present in the moment.
Being mindful can help ease stress
Mindful meditation might involve focusing on our breath, the food we’re eating, the physical sensations in our bodies, or the sounds outside. It is inviting ourselves to experience the present moment for what it is – without judgment. I have a lot of tension on my shoulders, for example. I carry it with me everywhere, and I really hate having it around. But when I’m mindful, I’m not focusing on how much I wish it weren’t there. I’m just noticing it and training myself to be OK with it, just for a minute. Or, I’m noticing the sounds of the traffic outside, and I’m not thinking any thoughts at all – just experiencing the present for whatever it is. This is really hard – especially at first, and even more so when we are experiencing physical or emotional discomfort.
If you’d like to know the why behind things, I’d like to tell you about the work of two people I admire (who are just like you and me, and also happen to have a long list of impressive credentials that I won’t outline here) named Jon Kabat-Zinn and Dan Siegel. They’ve spent a lot of time researching and exploring mindfulness, and their work is very impressive.
Benefits of mindfulness
One of the main things mindfulness does is increase left forebrain function. This increased brain activity fosters that beautiful curiosity I was talking about. If we can notice and be curious when we’re stressed, we’ve already won. We start seeing ourselves from an outside perspective, with more grace and compassion (have you ever wished you could see yourself the way you see somebody you care about?). We can learn to calmly respond to things that otherwise would have sent us into a frenzy.
I could talk forever about this, but I’ll just give you a quick list of the amazing benefits you can find in mindfulness:
- Direct help with physical symptoms such as chronic inflammation and pain
- Reduced anxiety, stress, and depression
- Improved immune system function and mood
- Healthier coping – an increased ability to bounce back after one of the hard experiences that are so common in life
Sounds too good to be true, right? It is sort of. It’s not a pill – it takes the effort to be mindful. I hate it, actually. In many ways being regularly mindful is a primary component of my job, and I still suck at it. But, I’m getting slowly better – then worse – then better again. But even a little bit helps – if you can manage even 20 seconds a day, you will notice a difference.
If you want to read more about this, the works of Jon Kabat-Zinn and Dan Siegel are a great place to start. Jon Kabat-Zinn has a website and a variety of videos on YouTube that are really interesting. I’ve provided a few links below to get you started.
If you want to get started with a mindfulness practice of your own, there are quite literally endless free resources online in both video and audio format, but I recommend the Headspace app. It teaches you the basics and gives you easy, situation-specific guided meditations.
If you want more information on how to actually do the thing, here’s a Harvard blog that covers the basics pretty well:
https://www.helpguide.org/harvard/benefits-of-mindfulness.htm
Here’s Jon Kabat-Zinn on making what you already do in the morning into a mindful practice (this way, you don’t even need to learn to do anything new!):
https://www.mindful.org/jon-kabat-zinn-how-to-make-your-morning-routine-into-a-meditation-practice-video/
Lastly, if you want to fact check my claims, I have a resource list of academic papers I’d be happy to share with you. Here’s one I really like (you may need access to an academic database to read it):
Davidson, R. J., Kabat-Zinn, J., Schumacher, J., Rosenkranz, M., Muller, D., Santorelli, S. F., . . . Sheridan, J. F. (2003). Alterations in brain and immune function produced by mindfulness meditation. Psychosomatic Medicine, 65(4), 564-570.
I hope this has been helpful for you. Sometimes we love what helps, sometimes it’s aggravating; one thing is for sure – mindfulness helps us keep calm, be present, and cope. If I, or anyone else on the team at Alongside You can be helpful in working through this with you, please contact us and give us a call.
